When everything in life looks to be going haywire, the thoughts of renouncing everything comes to this mind. There seems no meaning in relations, even closest of people around, even in seva projects. A thought of leaving and running away from everything comes, changing this and that and the confusion of doing what then. But what do I renounce and where do I go, wherever I go this mind is going to be with me, what work I take these people, situations and events are going to come, the world is like this only.
If it’s in my mind I have to renounce everything here only. Not by running away from it, facing every bit of it, looking it from a close corner and knowing that there in absolutely nothing in it. Every pain is empty, people, relations, name, fame, my doings, undoing and wrong doings, all are empty and there is nothing in it. Not hiding away from even a bit of it, facing all of it with courage and smile. Letting it dissolve, sets me free and renunciation happens. I return back to my center, I return back to my source, my strength and inspiration. No complains, no explanations to anyone, this is where I have been longing to be. Only desire now is to be firmly established in here, such a connection that nothing whatsoever can shake it!
With Love,
Anurag Arora
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